I am the proud father of 2 baby hamsters. We haven’t named them quite yet so if you’d like you can suggest names in the comments.
All I have time for anymore is work and sleep. What a life I live.
But someday I hope to get ahead in life so I can provide my girls with something substantial for their future. That is the main reason I only have time for work and sleep. And I will be proud of it someday.
If you knew what I knew…then knowing would be boring..because ask me what I know about anything that I know..it would blow what most know about knowing completely out of the water…..because I know things that I shouldnt know…and the things I knew..I still know..and dont want to have ever known..which makes knowing very fun and crazy at times and quite entertaining for some!! I am someone that you want to know..and for some who know they wish they never knew..because once I know what they know I tend to really show how much I really know about what they dont know about knowing..and those who dont know from the knowing of what the should know from what your supposed to know in life…well I do not want to know them!! life is about knowing and growing as a better human being about the knowing…you dont let yourself see the things you dont know…then you have wasted life and the lives of those around you…we will find the ultimate KNOWING when we pass on…then we can say we know!! and until I get there then knowing and starting to know will never seize to amaze and inform me!!! that is what knowing life is all about!!!! and knowing that the ultimate KNOWING is just ahead!! then god will look down at you and say now there is someone who knows..and chooses to know the importance of knowing what ya dont know!!!

Work is going good, working for a great company. Drive down to Price, UT every day to haul coal.
Missing my girls like always. Wish I had more of an opportunity to spend more time with my girls. Think about them all the time while I’m driving, and life in general, how to be a better man and person for the ones I love. I hope life works out for me in the ways that I dream of. I want to give my loved ones the world but it seems that there’s not enough time in a day to accomplish the things I want. And I find myself getting frustrated easily and like always I take it out on people who don’t deserve it and I don’t mean to. I wish I could take that part of myself away. (A bad trait I got from my step-father.) No patience, though I am getting a lot better, I think than I used to be. Trying to find peace and happiness in my everyday life. Trying to be the best I can be. Miss old friends and the times I used to have. Seems life ain’t as fun as it used to be, maybe that’s because that’s what comes with age. Can’t wait till summer comes so I can have BBQs and beer and friends and more good times and make new great memories. Plan on traveling some this summer, going back to my roots and visiting friends and family. Now maybe I can afford to at least do that, go back to Vernal and visit old friends there. Well that’s all for now. Till next time, enjoy and have great times!
I love you Alora, Makayla and Kaylee!!! Miss you much! -Daddy
Here are some of my pics.

My biological parents. The first photo I've seen of them together ever.


Chillin in Tahoe


Alora & Makayla

Brandi with Alora & Makayla

2-18-2010

2-18-2010

Butch with 300 ZX

Butch with Alora & Makayla

Black Label Society - My favorite band.


















