My girlfriend and I owned a very cute and sweet Winter White Russian Dwarf Hamster for over a year and a half. He recently died, about a week ago. We will miss you, Olly!! You are always in our hearts. Rest in peace, lil buddy.

I made him this little casket so we could bury him.

We took the girls up to Squaw Peak in Provo last night and here’s a photo of us.

This is an action shot of a snowball hitting her head and the reaction hadn’t gotten there yet. LOL.

All I have time for anymore is work and sleep. What a life I live.

But someday I hope to get ahead in life so I can provide my girls with something substantial for their future. That is the main reason I only have time for work and sleep. And I will be proud of it someday.

Work is going good, working for a great company. Drive down to Price, UT every day to haul coal.

Missing my girls like always. Wish I had more of an opportunity to spend more time with my girls. Think about them all the time while I’m driving, and life in general, how to be a better man and person for the ones I love. I hope life works out for me in the ways that I dream of. I want to give my loved ones the world but it seems that there’s not enough time in a day to accomplish the things I want. And I find myself getting frustrated easily and like always I take it out on people who don’t deserve it and I don’t mean to. I wish I could take that part of myself away. (A bad trait I got from my step-father.) No patience, though I am getting a lot better, I think than I used to be. Trying to find peace and happiness in my everyday life. Trying to be the best I can be. Miss old friends and the times I used to have. Seems life ain’t as fun as it used to be, maybe that’s because that’s what comes with age. Can’t wait till summer comes so I can have BBQs and beer and friends and more good times and make new great memories. Plan on traveling some this summer, going back to my roots and visiting friends and family. Now maybe I can afford to at least do that, go back to Vernal and visit old friends there. Well that’s all for now. Till next time, enjoy and have great times!

I love you Alora, Makayla and Kaylee!!! Miss you much! -Daddy

Here are some of my pics.

My biological parents. The first photo I've seen of them together ever.

Chillin in Tahoe

Alora & Makayla

Brandi with Alora & Makayla

2-18-2010

2-18-2010

Butch with 300 ZX

Butch with Alora & Makayla

Black Label Society - My favorite band.

This is another update.

So Butch is living in Utah County again. Worked for the an Ambulance company for 3 months. Now he works for a trucking company out of UT county. He’s had this job for about a month now and just getting the swing of things. He had training for a week down in Price, then some training around Christmas time locally. He’s already had at least a week’s worth of normal driving for this company now. It’s nerve-wracking work for 12 hours a night but he’s plugging along.

He works nights, which is usually about 5 pm till about 5 in the morning. So it will eventually take it’s toll on his health, I’m sure.

He sure misses his daughters. In our new place we have two bedrooms, so one is going to be transformed from a storage room into a bedroom for his 2 daughters. He was able to send a pretty good Christmas out to his daughters this Christmas. And they loved their gifts. He can’t wait to see them and spend time this summer with them. We’re hoping to have them for a good portion of this coming summer.

Butch wants me to type in some of his thoughts about the government, etc. But I’ll just copy and paste what he writes on his facebook here.

“Obama doesnt need to resign..greedy people need to die….our nation is in the pits because rich get rich meanwhile poor get poorer…the oil industry made billions a month for five years that gas cost 5 bucks a gallon…do the math..and why cant they bail the country out…we got lots of real filthy rich people..and a… bunch of real poor people in the world and the middle class bustin their ass to balance it out!!”
“wake up..everyone wants to blame one person..when its the upper class with their greed and using money to power making the laws and regulations that are putting the responsibility on the shoulders of the working class heroes!! and the poor are getting a free ride…with welfare!!! Obama needs to go after the filthy rich and make them give back to the economy..all these rich ass oil men dont need 350 billions dollars in their bank accounts!! period!!”
“bill gates has enuf money..to give every house hold in the country 50,000 dollars…and then we all scratch our heads why the economy is down…HELLO!!!”
“our problem is simple…the rich politicians want to make it seem complicated to confuse us…and it works because people are sheep…GREED IS THE PROBLEM PERIOD!!! not anything else…the banks want your money..the irs wants your money…rich people want your money!! they dont care about anybody else…”
“we need laws regulating how much money one individual can make….I think 250,000 a year is the limit that one should make…that is a comfortable living for any body…with ten kids that is enuf!!! period!!!”
“but these opinions just may get me assassinated by those rich greedy wastes of life..that drive their hummers and pollute the world..none of them care about the future of our children…not a single one of them!!!”
“go ahead drive your hummer…your kids are feeling the reprecussions themselves as well…so if it makes you feel better go look cool out their on the freeway in your hummer…be my guest!!! but dont come crying when the ozone is not keeping you and your family from getting cancer”
“be filthy rich knowing their is someone good out on the street starving and freezing to death…if it makes you feel like king being all rich and corrupt enjoy it while it lasts…because it probably wont be so good for you in heaven!!!”
– was all written on January 3rd, 2010.

And that’s all she wrote!

well it is 12-8-2009 and just gettin started on my blog..want something for my girls and my other loved ones to know a little about myself..i miss my daughters very much I cant seem to get on the right track in life..jobs are crappy..money is too tight..I really wish I could give my family the world..maybe one day I can..Alora..Makayla..I love you more than you will ever know and I hope and pray one day we can be together and enjoy life..I am sorry for everything and I hope you forgive me for not being there..well i will write more everyday or as often as I can..want to explain alot about my life..and leave my girls something so they will understand who I am..bye for now